*just thinking

it's funny how this is just a dumb blog, but through it, it might actually effect people's lives...maybe...

i'm sitting here trying to think of the most controversial and people-effecting things that i could write:

is it possible to shock the hell out of people? like really transcend what is expected on these things? or would you have to physically reach through the screen and punch someone in the face?

could i make someone cry? like actually cry, like make them hate me for something i write about them, or just something in general.

imagine writing something inspiring that some secretly suicidal person reads, and that post is the catalyst for them deciding to keep living...or to just end it all...

what if i exposed a list of past crushes from kindergarten to the present, in full detail, with the level of "like" and "love"...something earl and i have agreed we'd pay big money for if God could send us a list of who has liked us.

i could start breaking down barriers of public and private - start talking about deep and secretive sexual longings...like even though it's "inappropriate," it would be honest as opposed to vulgar, and how would people react? would it change anything about their day? would they remember it when they look at me and treat me significantly differently?

i could start cursing my head off and carelessly freestyle-type my darkest thoughts; allow people to see the depth of the malicious stuff that i can fester in my mind

i could do alot of things...i think.






So, anyway, today I ordered the Fabulous French Toast at Denny's and it was really good. Hmm, I really need to rent the movie Love Actually, I heard it's hilarious. It's really cold outside and I don't have a proper winter jacket.