1 < 2 < 2+
1 (solitude)
=playing music to an unintimidating 2-eared audience + the host is off-duty + freedom to wander + televised wrestling! + become a digital hockey player / build digital rollercoasters + freeking sit around + watch overwatched movies *coughLOTRcough* + midnight bagel + organize unnecessarily + make easy-to-make cookies + stickhandle-wristshot-repeat + stereotypical sitcom satisfaction [malcom/seinfeld/simpsons] + organize future non-solitude events + nap? + windows down lions gate bridge night-driving to sigur ros/sarahmclachlan/other + imagine/think/dream/pray/rest
2 (intimacy)
=holy crap there's a person inside this stereotype! + secrets surface/pains revealed/hearts exposed + where the awkward silences can scream but good convos can last hours + where mutuated love reminds you that life is actually very meaningful + huge questions: ***holycrapholycrapholycrap***------>"Wanna go out?" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! + dedicating your whole existence for this short time to listening to this one person right at this moment...and vice versa + sharing inside jokes [even though they're hideous from the outside] + getting to a point where social performance is not even a issue-->you are you/i am me + a no b.s. hug + someone who's not you can feel like a part of you
2+ (socialgasm)
=love/spontaneity/unexpectdedness/laughter/encouragement/newness/familiarity/ comfort/beauty all unfolding in a rush of social satisfaction + girls->the constant negotiation of a fine line between innocent playfulness and mass flirtation+ heteroflirting with boys [aka crotch punching/shoving/wrestling/taunting] + wishing 1 hour post rock garden was 8 + frantic high-speed mingling + permagrin + people-fueled-energy decreasing inhibitions while increasing ability to joke inappropriately + torn between the quasi-intimacy of conversing with one person and the eye contact I just made with someone else + heart still beating heavily after 15 minutes of post-event-car-aloneness
=playing music to an unintimidating 2-eared audience + the host is off-duty + freedom to wander + televised wrestling! + become a digital hockey player / build digital rollercoasters + freeking sit around + watch overwatched movies *coughLOTRcough* + midnight bagel + organize unnecessarily + make easy-to-make cookies + stickhandle-wristshot-repeat + stereotypical sitcom satisfaction [malcom/seinfeld/simpsons] + organize future non-solitude events + nap? + windows down lions gate bridge night-driving to sigur ros/sarahmclachlan/other + imagine/think/dream/pray/rest
2 (intimacy)
=holy crap there's a person inside this stereotype! + secrets surface/pains revealed/hearts exposed + where the awkward silences can scream but good convos can last hours + where mutuated love reminds you that life is actually very meaningful + huge questions: ***holycrapholycrapholycrap***------>"Wanna go out?" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! + dedicating your whole existence for this short time to listening to this one person right at this moment...and vice versa + sharing inside jokes [even though they're hideous from the outside] + getting to a point where social performance is not even a issue-->you are you/i am me + a no b.s. hug + someone who's not you can feel like a part of you
2+ (socialgasm)
=love/spontaneity/unexpectdedness/laughter/encouragement/newness/familiarity/ comfort/beauty all unfolding in a rush of social satisfaction + girls->the constant negotiation of a fine line between innocent playfulness and mass flirtation+ heteroflirting with boys [aka crotch punching/shoving/wrestling/taunting] + wishing 1 hour post rock garden was 8 + frantic high-speed mingling + permagrin + people-fueled-energy decreasing inhibitions while increasing ability to joke inappropriately + torn between the quasi-intimacy of conversing with one person and the eye contact I just made with someone else + heart still beating heavily after 15 minutes of post-event-car-aloneness
posted by chong at 12:28 p.m.
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